Wow, sorry for flipping out on everyone lately-- you know, that time of the month and stress up the hizzyyy @__@ not fun. I never thought I'd get so whiny and bitchy @__@; so sorry again ^^;
Today was quite fun though (: paid attention in class-- got a 9 on a quiz that got passed back and i have a B in physics now due to a D on a test =/ *sigh*~ But I think I can work it up soon ^^; so yeah *sigh*~ APUSH-- I LOST TRACK OF TIME! Something I never thought would happen ^^; Almost fell asleep in AP Comp but that always happens ^^; Didn't go to fourth because of RENAISSANCE =D
It was quite fun actually ^^; running around and the obstacle course-- oh yeah and realizing that David sounds like a dying cow when he sings. Apparently he kept on changing octaves-- well even if he didn't, i bet you he'd still sound like a dying cow xD I hung out with Lloyd a lot today ahha, I wore his beanie too LOL. David had a stalker moment -_-; When i took the beanie off he had his phone open and pointed at me and was like "aww D:" So i was like , "eh?" and he was like "I wanted to take a picture of you with the beanie on!" Freaky ain't it @__@;
And damnn some people at our school CAN NOT sing! X_X so so sad. Wendy tried to make me go and sing the karaoke but i was like "I DO NOT SING ENGLISH" XD but yeah haha. Peter told David that if he chose "I want it taht way" Peter would've joined him~ darn! haha :] oh well~ I ended up singing to nii-san's PSP in our little gropu XD haha~ I also got a piggy back ride =D hehe, feeling tall is weird! LOL!
AHh Jason made me laugh so much! Him and his weird obstacle course tactics XD The blow up obstacle course was hilarious, Jason kept on trying to jump over certain parts and failing xD and his complaint of "no entertianment" because of "no grabbing of legs" backfired when Joy pulled him down on the climbing part xD It was really fun (: I haven't laughed that hard in a while ^__^
Also helped recycle some bottles for Krit and Ike =D Hehe, i'm a good samaritan! ^^; Then agian he called me Julia again =0= stupid krit! *shakes fist* :x
Slacked in spanish, slacked in art
camwhored b/c of 2nd yr anni at TVfXQForever ^^; happy birthday to Junsu oppa also (: althoughistilllikeyesungmorethanjunsu :D
now at home with facemask on =0= breaking out TwT and stupid guy I dont like *mom's friend* came and was like "what happened to your face" and i was like wtf D< imma kill you. so yup =/ oh yeha mind you he's like 30? iono ~__~
well :] that's it for today =D night
`takashima;yuu
2007年12月14日金曜日
2007年12月7日金曜日
medication?
Sickness comes and goes, but not really for me.
If I really think about it, and I did. I've been sick for quite a while. My throat never seems to clear up. I've come to another theory out of my other odd theories:
It is said that happiness contributes to good health, and if I'm sick that means that some part of me is not happy. But, that can mean other things-- not just sadness but also depression and a multitude of other emotions that are "not happy". One contribution would probably be school and stress, but that's an obvious factor isn't it?
Singing once again-- and I've been smiling a lot (Yah you person, you know who you are! I told you I'd smile.) but as I smile, most of the time it is just...meaningless. I know i'm not completely content-- but I guess it's the fact that I have something to show off? No braces ~ that's something i'm happy about, but there are some things that dull it down...
"Laughter is the best medicine" oh ho ho~ It is not when you have a stomach ache or cramps-- which is what i've been dealing with all day @___@; so yup. That was my day, basically dying from the worst cramps ever all day through school. I even went to the nurses office! Oh yeah my teacher doesnt even know my name! T_T he put "sara" on my pass >__> nice huh? *sigh* stupid Mr.Callahan. I better study for his test though @___@;.
Nurse is stupid. I went in, and she was like "Okay just take a seat in there." so I sat there, then she was like "Okay it's almost time for class to be over I have to send you all back" I was seriously like wtf, i'm gagging nonstop and my stomach wont stop hurting! So she's like "take a mint it'll calm down your stomach." Pft. A mint doesnt cure everything stupid woman @__@
I hate my school (:
And i've gone a week without seeing Krit-- other people have seen him. Maybe it's a sign. Bumped into that weird guy who hit on me a couple of times this week, nothing happened, so just as I thought-- I'm being toyed with. What's the point of looking nice anymore @__@; Oh well whatever.
Oh yeah if so many poeple think i'm pretty/uhljjang I can prove you wrong. Why? I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND. And that's my proof (:
`takashima;yuu
If I really think about it, and I did. I've been sick for quite a while. My throat never seems to clear up. I've come to another theory out of my other odd theories:
It is said that happiness contributes to good health, and if I'm sick that means that some part of me is not happy. But, that can mean other things-- not just sadness but also depression and a multitude of other emotions that are "not happy". One contribution would probably be school and stress, but that's an obvious factor isn't it?
Singing once again-- and I've been smiling a lot (Yah you person, you know who you are! I told you I'd smile.) but as I smile, most of the time it is just...meaningless. I know i'm not completely content-- but I guess it's the fact that I have something to show off? No braces ~ that's something i'm happy about, but there are some things that dull it down...
"Laughter is the best medicine" oh ho ho~ It is not when you have a stomach ache or cramps-- which is what i've been dealing with all day @___@; so yup. That was my day, basically dying from the worst cramps ever all day through school. I even went to the nurses office! Oh yeah my teacher doesnt even know my name! T_T he put "sara" on my pass >__> nice huh? *sigh* stupid Mr.Callahan. I better study for his test though @___@;.
Nurse is stupid. I went in, and she was like "Okay just take a seat in there." so I sat there, then she was like "Okay it's almost time for class to be over I have to send you all back" I was seriously like wtf, i'm gagging nonstop and my stomach wont stop hurting! So she's like "take a mint it'll calm down your stomach." Pft. A mint doesnt cure everything stupid woman @__@
I hate my school (:
And i've gone a week without seeing Krit-- other people have seen him. Maybe it's a sign. Bumped into that weird guy who hit on me a couple of times this week, nothing happened, so just as I thought-- I'm being toyed with. What's the point of looking nice anymore @__@; Oh well whatever.
Oh yeah if so many poeple think i'm pretty/uhljjang I can prove you wrong. Why? I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND. And that's my proof (:
`takashima;yuu
2007年12月6日木曜日
2007年12月4日火曜日
In depth ish?
I'll go into my day .. in depth today . because I feel like it? ha.
Morning-- wake up, shower, get ready~ Talked to shelly this morning haha-- saw the Together PV, seriously very very weird yet cute yet..funny. I dont know O_O Animated dong bang? I was cracking up at 6:30AM. Man i am weird. Left to school and it was pretty okay actually ... until ehh later =0=;;
Breakfast serving, goes normal as always. I felt really up-ish today? I dont know why but I felt like it'd be a good day. I stayed awake from 1st to 3rd! I understood physics and paid attention, I think i did good on my quiz for history and I stayed awake and attent in AP Composition! I participated too! Aren't you proud of me? Haha-- kinda got worse after that.
Fourth period I couldn't stay awake, Calc BC is way too hard and i'm just slipping like mad in that class! It's just lkdajfioewaj. Stupid teacher cant teach-- so i fell asleep while taking notes so yeah =/ left early to go to "work". Ended up taking work off to do club yearbook pictures. I fucking hate the yearbook.
Nii-San is Pres and he got a slip yesterday saying that our pictures would be taken today at lunch. So we got all of our club and went down there to find out that they didn't make a sign for our club. I'm like wtf, you fucking organized this shit, you sent out the slips that scheduled the pictures and you should've had it done. So they were like, "we dont have a sign, can you come tomorrow?" I just got really pissed off and glared at the stupid ass white chick and iw as like, "well you know what? I took work off for this so i cant skip tomorrow too. Just fucking take it".
They ended up doing that and are going to "photoshop" our club name on the green paper thing. They beter do a good job or i'm going to fucking stab them or something. Nii san was like "are you going to get a yearbook?" I really dont want to-- b/c they're stupid white people organizing it and they cant get anything right. Unorganized stupid ass bastards. Seriously -_-;
Spanish test-- getting por and para mixed up but i think that's it. It was quite easy and I think i did pretty well-- Art, forgot to bring in a product so i borrowed pam's makeup bag and pulled out a mini hair wax to draw. Spent all of period drawing a contour version of it or something. Gotta finish it tomorrow and what not. Also i have to stay afterschool tomorrow and make up an essay for AP Comp. *Sigh*~
Went to ACI Institute afterwards for like an hour or mor ediscussing SAT shit and plans to study and take courses. Need to bring up my 1760 and crap. My dad has been nagging me lately and i really really don't need any of it. It's breaking me down a lot and I feel really distant from people lately.
In AP Comp there was this cute poem we read, let me type it out~
Life is short. Enjoy it!
Dust if you must; but wouldn't it be better
To paint a picture, write a letter,
Bake a cake or plant a seed,
Ponder the difference between want and need?
Dust if you must, but there's not much time,
With rivers to swim and mountains to climb,
music to hear and books to read,
Friends to cheris and life to lead.
Dust if you must, but the world's out there
With the sun in your eyes, the wind in your hair,
A flutter of snow, a shower of rain.
This day will not come around again.
Dust if you must, but bear in mind,
Old age will come and it's not kind.
And when you go, and go you must,
You, yourself will make more dust!
--Anonymous
Cute huh? I like it. What else to say hm? Well i haven't seen Krit so far this week so I dont know what is going on, but whatever. I think i give up on the chase because i think i annoy him. Sadly, i tend to do that to a lot of guys~ *sigh* I need to study my ass off for finals, do homework, study for SATs, learn sarang surowo, get a haircut and all this crap. I Guess the only good thing right now? I got my braces off. :]
Bye :]
`takashima;yuu
Morning-- wake up, shower, get ready~ Talked to shelly this morning haha-- saw the Together PV, seriously very very weird yet cute yet..funny. I dont know O_O Animated dong bang? I was cracking up at 6:30AM. Man i am weird. Left to school and it was pretty okay actually ... until ehh later =0=;;
Breakfast serving, goes normal as always. I felt really up-ish today? I dont know why but I felt like it'd be a good day. I stayed awake from 1st to 3rd! I understood physics and paid attention, I think i did good on my quiz for history and I stayed awake and attent in AP Composition! I participated too! Aren't you proud of me? Haha-- kinda got worse after that.
Fourth period I couldn't stay awake, Calc BC is way too hard and i'm just slipping like mad in that class! It's just lkdajfioewaj. Stupid teacher cant teach-- so i fell asleep while taking notes so yeah =/ left early to go to "work". Ended up taking work off to do club yearbook pictures. I fucking hate the yearbook.
Nii-San is Pres and he got a slip yesterday saying that our pictures would be taken today at lunch. So we got all of our club and went down there to find out that they didn't make a sign for our club. I'm like wtf, you fucking organized this shit, you sent out the slips that scheduled the pictures and you should've had it done. So they were like, "we dont have a sign, can you come tomorrow?" I just got really pissed off and glared at the stupid ass white chick and iw as like, "well you know what? I took work off for this so i cant skip tomorrow too. Just fucking take it".
They ended up doing that and are going to "photoshop" our club name on the green paper thing. They beter do a good job or i'm going to fucking stab them or something. Nii san was like "are you going to get a yearbook?" I really dont want to-- b/c they're stupid white people organizing it and they cant get anything right. Unorganized stupid ass bastards. Seriously -_-;
Spanish test-- getting por and para mixed up but i think that's it. It was quite easy and I think i did pretty well-- Art, forgot to bring in a product so i borrowed pam's makeup bag and pulled out a mini hair wax to draw. Spent all of period drawing a contour version of it or something. Gotta finish it tomorrow and what not. Also i have to stay afterschool tomorrow and make up an essay for AP Comp. *Sigh*~
Went to ACI Institute afterwards for like an hour or mor ediscussing SAT shit and plans to study and take courses. Need to bring up my 1760 and crap. My dad has been nagging me lately and i really really don't need any of it. It's breaking me down a lot and I feel really distant from people lately.
In AP Comp there was this cute poem we read, let me type it out~
Dust if you must; but wouldn't it be better
To paint a picture, write a letter,
Bake a cake or plant a seed,
Ponder the difference between want and need?
Dust if you must, but there's not much time,
With rivers to swim and mountains to climb,
music to hear and books to read,
Friends to cheris and life to lead.
Dust if you must, but the world's out there
With the sun in your eyes, the wind in your hair,
A flutter of snow, a shower of rain.
This day will not come around again.
Dust if you must, but bear in mind,
Old age will come and it's not kind.
And when you go, and go you must,
You, yourself will make more dust!
--Anonymous
Cute huh? I like it. What else to say hm? Well i haven't seen Krit so far this week so I dont know what is going on, but whatever. I think i give up on the chase because i think i annoy him. Sadly, i tend to do that to a lot of guys~ *sigh* I need to study my ass off for finals, do homework, study for SATs, learn sarang surowo, get a haircut and all this crap. I Guess the only good thing right now? I got my braces off. :]
Bye :]
`takashima;yuu
2007年11月24日土曜日
Reminisce once more <3
Renniee you called i'm so happy~ <3 Catching up was fun, although we should talk more arahsuh? haha xD I cant believe we have the same situation for history class! Falling asleep like wooshhh~~
but i'm glad i dont help freshman xD Poor unni! *hugs* <3 you have to deal with the retarded, short, think they're all that people haha. I never thought that freshman would be like that all around the US haha! XD Freaky huh? Teehees :]
I never knew you sent me a letter TT___TT let's blow up post offices and go and see each other in person! I'm sorry if i call you so much that annoys you nyah xD haha how many missed calls did i give you? Kakaka <3 I wish i got that package from you last year T_T Phooey eh? ATleast we know a letter from here to there has to be written in future tense LOL b/c it takes A YEAR to get there! Wah crazy crud~~
Might go to korea with rennie in the summer (: I hope it's after July 6th T_T; or did i say june? D: I hope i said july! >_< I want to go to AX08 with unnies and umma and poof again~~~ or maybe rennie could come to AX too! ^___^ Nyah nyah.
"Find the hyper , childish group of girls." PFTT So nice unni! XD teehees i love you <3 I'm glad we talked today and you better call back again @___@~ or get online! XD *waits waits* :33 nyah nyah~~ Oh yeah thanks for update on that ___ person XD kekes saranghae yo (:
Emi is happy happy today ^___^
`takashima;yuu
but i'm glad i dont help freshman xD Poor unni! *hugs* <3 you have to deal with the retarded, short, think they're all that people haha. I never thought that freshman would be like that all around the US haha! XD Freaky huh? Teehees :]
I never knew you sent me a letter TT___TT let's blow up post offices and go and see each other in person! I'm sorry if i call you so much that annoys you nyah xD haha how many missed calls did i give you? Kakaka <3 I wish i got that package from you last year T_T Phooey eh? ATleast we know a letter from here to there has to be written in future tense LOL b/c it takes A YEAR to get there! Wah crazy crud~~
Might go to korea with rennie in the summer (: I hope it's after July 6th T_T; or did i say june? D: I hope i said july! >_< I want to go to AX08 with unnies and umma and poof again~~~ or maybe rennie could come to AX too! ^___^ Nyah nyah.
"Find the hyper , childish group of girls." PFTT So nice unni! XD teehees i love you <3 I'm glad we talked today and you better call back again @___@~ or get online! XD *waits waits* :33 nyah nyah~~ Oh yeah thanks for update on that ___ person XD kekes saranghae yo (:
Emi is happy happy today ^___^
`takashima;yuu
2007年11月23日金曜日
KARENNNNN!
I love youuu
i miss you~~
you finally emailed =D
T_T but you dont ipck up your phone~
pick up one day xD we need to catch up?~
hmm i should get AIM again then XD haha <3
Nyah nyah! *squish* i hope you are doing well XD
reply sooonnnnnnnnnnnn~
`takashima;yuu
i miss you~~
you finally emailed =D
T_T but you dont ipck up your phone~
pick up one day xD we need to catch up?~
hmm i should get AIM again then XD haha <3
Nyah nyah! *squish* i hope you are doing well XD
reply sooonnnnnnnnnnnn~
`takashima;yuu
2007年11月17日土曜日
T E P P A N means..
STUFFING THE CRAP OUTTA ME X__X
That chef is out to get me T_T Evil evil asian culinary man! >_< absolutely EVERYTHING had butter in it, well probably except the salad, shrimp tempura, soup and steamed rice we got in the begining-- oh yeah and soda haha. Anyways, first he set a happy face on fire (It was a happy face of oil in the hot surface thing xD) and then he started making fried rice =D He made it into a heart later on LOL But then he killed it to mix the seasoning in xD
Ahh what was after that O_O I really can't remember! Too much food X_X I know we had shrimp, lobster, steak, scallops, and fried veggies. The chef gave me the most out of everyone! He was like "You're too skinny! You need to eat more!" and i was like "NOOOOOOO". Everyone laughed at me XD Nii-San felt bad for me XD but then i was like, "This is all to give me a heart attack huh?" so peter was like, "Hey gotta go out to dinner for a reason!" Sooo mean XD
At the end the chef was flinging egg at people XD like... making them trying to catch it? I hid behind my Nii-San xD haha. Left overs = going to jack. I seriously am going to EXPLODEE. Everything hurts. It took me so long to try and go up the stairs! X__X I seriously think my heart is clogging right now xD
However, dinner ended on a funny note xD. David and Cyn made a bet. Since Cyn ate so much, she said she's not going to eat until Thursday and if she wins then David has to get either 3 gfs over 1 month *Something like that* , 2 gfs over 2 months or 1 girlfriend over 3 months. THe multiple gfs must be at the same time and the 1 gf has to be at our school xD Oh yeah and he has to go on a diet xD
Throughout dinner, I think David looked at me a lot. I found that kind of odd. Either that or i'm paranoid. Like before 6th period on friday i was eating an orange slice and he was like "aww i should've taken a pic". I thought, "Stalkerish and weird.." so i said "Eh? what?" So he was like "You looked so cuteee".
Yup. I think i'm paranoid. I wonder if I can go to temple tomorrow.. I want to go to the Jamestown Exhibit 30 min away from here so I can get extra credit for history..shit i have a test monday O_O aiyoo brain is dying~ Maybe i shouldn't have stayed up to watch MKMF live xD haha. Time to go and die X__X
`takashima;yuu
That chef is out to get me T_T Evil evil asian culinary man! >_< absolutely EVERYTHING had butter in it, well probably except the salad, shrimp tempura, soup and steamed rice we got in the begining-- oh yeah and soda haha. Anyways, first he set a happy face on fire (It was a happy face of oil in the hot surface thing xD) and then he started making fried rice =D He made it into a heart later on LOL But then he killed it to mix the seasoning in xD
Ahh what was after that O_O I really can't remember! Too much food X_X I know we had shrimp, lobster, steak, scallops, and fried veggies. The chef gave me the most out of everyone! He was like "You're too skinny! You need to eat more!" and i was like "NOOOOOOO". Everyone laughed at me XD Nii-San felt bad for me XD but then i was like, "This is all to give me a heart attack huh?" so peter was like, "Hey gotta go out to dinner for a reason!" Sooo mean XD
At the end the chef was flinging egg at people XD like... making them trying to catch it? I hid behind my Nii-San xD haha. Left overs = going to jack. I seriously am going to EXPLODEE. Everything hurts. It took me so long to try and go up the stairs! X__X I seriously think my heart is clogging right now xD
However, dinner ended on a funny note xD. David and Cyn made a bet. Since Cyn ate so much, she said she's not going to eat until Thursday and if she wins then David has to get either 3 gfs over 1 month *Something like that* , 2 gfs over 2 months or 1 girlfriend over 3 months. THe multiple gfs must be at the same time and the 1 gf has to be at our school xD Oh yeah and he has to go on a diet xD
Throughout dinner, I think David looked at me a lot. I found that kind of odd. Either that or i'm paranoid. Like before 6th period on friday i was eating an orange slice and he was like "aww i should've taken a pic". I thought, "Stalkerish and weird.." so i said "Eh? what?" So he was like "You looked so cuteee".
Yup. I think i'm paranoid. I wonder if I can go to temple tomorrow.. I want to go to the Jamestown Exhibit 30 min away from here so I can get extra credit for history..shit i have a test monday O_O aiyoo brain is dying~ Maybe i shouldn't have stayed up to watch MKMF live xD haha. Time to go and die X__X
`takashima;yuu
2007年11月15日木曜日
愛してる。。。？
I thought back at something Nii-San pointed out a few weeks ago. Maybe I am trying too hard, well in the case of getting a certain someone's attention...but yeah *sigh*
Today started off quite well, I beat Angela on a Physics Exam for once ^_^ And it was funny because she got her units mixed up-- sorta. She thought the weight was the mass when they are NOT. Mr. Miller (The teacher) was like "Whoever still doesn't konw that weight and mass are NOT the same are embarassments to Physics!" So i was laughing at angela :x. But she was all "I CANT BELIEVE I GOT WORSE THAN YOUU!" Very nice =0= well PFT i beat you >D MUAHAHHAA. And Jason beat me ~__~ Stupid bum xD By 2 pts only though~ My B+ is now an A- ^^; Now to hope that I can keep doing well in this class (:
When I got into History i was quite confident in the quiz we had. I think i got 100%! But yeah after that things kinda went downhill. I embarassed myself in AP Comprehension (Not going into that xD) And then in math i was just hungry >_<; Spanish was annoying because Ralph wouldn't stop annoying mee because he doesnt pay attention ~__~ Amy was always like "Are you okay?" har.
Art was.. art lol. Afterschool I was trying to rush Jason to see if I could catch up with my crush. When I saw him he was alll the way across the quad but he saw me and waved and I waved back. God I fell fast... *sigh* I was talking to Pokey and I've like thought it over soo many times
If I tell him and he rejects me it'll be awkward from then on. But if he feels the same way then yayy. The thing is TIMING. I'm planning to give him a holiday card confessing to him so he has two weeks to think it over and then he can tell me when we come back. However, what if I told him when he's about to leave? (He's a senior and the foreign exchange student =/) What if he liked me too? T_T Then all this timee that I could've been with him would be wasted...but if he doesn't it's okay? Argh so confusing T_T I hate love.
`takashima;yuu
Today started off quite well, I beat Angela on a Physics Exam for once ^_^ And it was funny because she got her units mixed up-- sorta. She thought the weight was the mass when they are NOT. Mr. Miller (The teacher) was like "Whoever still doesn't konw that weight and mass are NOT the same are embarassments to Physics!" So i was laughing at angela :x. But she was all "I CANT BELIEVE I GOT WORSE THAN YOUU!" Very nice =0= well PFT i beat you >D MUAHAHHAA. And Jason beat me ~__~ Stupid bum xD By 2 pts only though~ My B+ is now an A- ^^; Now to hope that I can keep doing well in this class (:
When I got into History i was quite confident in the quiz we had. I think i got 100%! But yeah after that things kinda went downhill. I embarassed myself in AP Comprehension (Not going into that xD) And then in math i was just hungry >_<; Spanish was annoying because Ralph wouldn't stop annoying mee because he doesnt pay attention ~__~ Amy was always like "Are you okay?" har.
Art was.. art lol. Afterschool I was trying to rush Jason to see if I could catch up with my crush. When I saw him he was alll the way across the quad but he saw me and waved and I waved back. God I fell fast... *sigh* I was talking to Pokey and I've like thought it over soo many times
If I tell him and he rejects me it'll be awkward from then on. But if he feels the same way then yayy. The thing is TIMING. I'm planning to give him a holiday card confessing to him so he has two weeks to think it over and then he can tell me when we come back. However, what if I told him when he's about to leave? (He's a senior and the foreign exchange student =/) What if he liked me too? T_T Then all this timee that I could've been with him would be wasted...but if he doesn't it's okay? Argh so confusing T_T I hate love.
`takashima;yuu
2007年11月14日水曜日
thinking once more.
First off.
Mandy I miss you too <3 dont you worry arahsuh? I"m sorry I wasn't home until now to see you online T_T <3 You'll make it through this all! *hugs* I'm going to always be behind you and dont ever forget that! Life is always going to be hard, but there will be happy once more <3.
Now, well for the past few days I've been thinking a lot about this concept called "love" or maybe it's pure lust. Or maybe i'm just desperate and i've lost my mind. Either wayyyy it's kind of confusing. Here's something to someone who I know would not read this (:...
I know you will never understand,
because even I don't know why
I like you.
But I wonder if anything can happen
it seems almost impossible
but i keep wishing and wishing
as I become happier everytime i see you
and your smile....gosh
it just makes my heart hurt.
because i know you're just cheerful
and you dont just smile for me.
I want to find that one personwho makes ME smile and makes ME happy and accepts me for who i am.
I wonder how long that will take...
`takashima;yuu
Mandy I miss you too <3 dont you worry arahsuh? I"m sorry I wasn't home until now to see you online T_T <3 You'll make it through this all! *hugs* I'm going to always be behind you and dont ever forget that! Life is always going to be hard, but there will be happy once more <3.
Now, well for the past few days I've been thinking a lot about this concept called "love" or maybe it's pure lust. Or maybe i'm just desperate and i've lost my mind. Either wayyyy it's kind of confusing. Here's something to someone who I know would not read this (:...
I know you will never understand,
because even I don't know why
I like you.
But I wonder if anything can happen
it seems almost impossible
but i keep wishing and wishing
as I become happier everytime i see you
and your smile....gosh
it just makes my heart hurt.
because i know you're just cheerful
and you dont just smile for me.
I want to find that one personwho makes ME smile and makes ME happy and accepts me for who i am.
I wonder how long that will take...
`takashima;yuu
2007年10月29日月曜日
Ending Point.
AHh, on the days where I actually try to look nice to gain the attention of one certain person-- I get unwanted attention from random mofos. Some stupid ass sophomore hit on me when I was working =0=;; I could hear him saying how I would be "grateful" if he hit on me and that I'd ask him out or say yes if he asked me out right on the spot. First words outta his mouth, "Hey cutie ;D". Man-- I just looked over and glared. His friends were like "ooooooo" in the "OHH you got rejected" tone. Then my hand ran into a part of the cooler that stores the drinks and well-- let's just say it left a mark. *pokes it* >__O; ow.
I can't seem to trust some people anymore and it kinda hurts me since I hate how I'm a bit too giving sometimes. "It is better to be feared than loved." Hell now I wish that some people just feared me and not love me. Why? Because being loved means you DONT want to be hated-- meaning you have to be nice in a sense. Freaking messed up a part of my life so whatever. When i show concern no one cares, but what they want it-- I dont feel like giving a damn since I wanted to help earlier. I hate being told to wait since I am an impatient person-- so you know what, I give up.
The guy I like-- ha that's going NOWHERE. Therefore, I'll let it do whatever and if he figures it out way later and feels the same he can make the first move. I'm dead tired of starting everything because it never EVER goes the right way. Grades slipping and my confidence and self esteem is going as low as ever...I hate junior year. Ah crap SATs this saturday. Mmmm i'm so screwed.
Well-- I should wash off my makeup soon =0=; although I like my makeup today it still has to come off. My skin is going weird on me... not good *sigh* Ahh the lovely stress. Oh yeah and my dad wants me to quit morning shift b/c it's depriving me of sleep. Pft i'll wake up early anyways-- it doesnt matter =0=; *sigh sigh* *rant rant* i'll probably update soon..maybe...
Sometimes I wish something bad would happen to me -- like one huge incident isntead of little ones that kill me bit by bit...
`takashima ; yuu
2007年10月21日日曜日
i n s o m n i a c ;
Ahh, Today is weird. I really do have a feeling of...emptyness. I'm even more confused about so much crap it makes no more sense. Actually-- for it to be confusing, it had to have made no sense in the begining. -_____-; Argh i'm frustrating myself, sometimes I wish I could just stop thinking. I got the bunny sweaters in the mail today~ So gotta start getting other stuff to prep for umma's bday present (:. Umma you cant stop me! LOL XD
I'm still up, I dont know why. I spent most of my day sleeping =0=; I feel like a slob. So much homework to do tomorrow, also test on Monday so I gotta study for that. My dad amazingly took my 4 B's lightly since it's only a triad grade. I still have time to work it up, hopefully I can sucessfully do that. *Sigh* My memory is failing on me, just like my computer -_-;~ Listening to random music all day and singing, even though I think i'm getting sick. And even more thinking.
I wonder if my friend is reading this. If he is, I feel kinda bad for him =/ This girl he likes...I think she already has a date to homecoming but he likes her a LOT and is going to ask her on monday...eish I should warn him but-- I told him last night not to let me talk him out of it, so i'll refrain myself. You gotta get hurt or rejected sometime in your life. Even though it sucks like shit, it's just part of the world.
Mmm Mac you retard pick up i'm bored. =0=; Ordering more contacts soon, blue & grey next haha. Well i guess i'll go now.
`takashima;yuu
2007年10月18日木曜日
l o v e ;
What is love? I'm confused and so lost lately with this concept. I can find myself every single damn day feeling lonely-- something my friends cannot fill. It's hard to explain. There's one guy out there who-- I can't take seriously. Yes oppa, you know it's you so don't ask stupid questions arahsuh? But, even though I do not take it seriously, I do take it into consideration, however, the hope that builds up inside-- well i'm afraid of build up hope. I'm afraid that everything is some kind of facade that will crumble down at a single wrong move. I'm an odd girl, I know I am. Lately, no one who I call picks up. No matter how much I miss them or how much I'd like to talk to them-- it ends up that they never pick up. They never get back to me. Am I just someone to be forgotten? Ahhh, life is so odd for me =/ Rawrs~ maybe the stress is getting to my brain >_<; fwah 4 B's?! How stupid can I get....
Picturing things-- using imagination...all that stuff...I can't do anymore. Why? Reality has gotten to me...sometimes I may seem like such a dreamer, but inside I know it'll never happen. Goals are never meant to be met as promises are meant to be broken. A new year's resolution is always forgotten, determination is a slim factor in my life... becuase there's just too much shit. I've argued with my dad for a week or more after I missed SM Auditions-- and it keeps on going and going...
October 27th -- amazingly lots of things are happening then. Hopefully I can get the impression for my retainer so I can get my braces off soon then...also it's my brother's birthday-- my unni's birthday party (sleep over) and my All About DBSK Season 2 DVD should come then-- if not, possibly sooner. Maybe things will get better after then...
`takashima;yuu
2007年10月8日月曜日
2007年10月2日火曜日
t u e s d a y s ;
Man my judgement in days is so bad. For a while there I almost thought it was Monday haha. I'm getting a tad bit sick TwT; Mou kinda makes me sad-- since i'm trying to practice for SM Auditions =/ bleh.Yesterday was crudnick xD I couldn't update because i didnt have internet until-- late at night ish? Lol like 9:30. By the time i was back on i was mad TwT sorry people that i snapped at.
Hmmm everything isn't put back yet -_-; bleh I'm still missing some of my clothes and stuff =/ I cant find my eyeliner D: booooo! TwT; nyah~ school was so hard O_O I was snappy snappy. My A- in APUSH went back to a B+ D: Stupid ass essay D< *Shakes fist* I should've picked the second prompt *sigh* >_<. Speaking about essays-- I have one for AP Comp that's due monday-- and an in-class one on Thurs =/ School is so stressful. I guess there was one main highlight of the day. Lunch made me really happy~
So after I ate in the main building, i skipped over to the Student Center area, where there's like two places to buy food (a counter with pizza, and some other stuff and across from that was the salad bar, i work at the counter place xD). I was like dazing off an I saw this guy in a red shirt, jeans and fob hair. I notice basically all the fobs at my school by their hair and know like-- all the hair LOL i'm ewird. yes i know AHHA. But yeah O_O I was like "Heyy that one doesnt look familiar..". The guy was at hte salad bar fyi xD hahaha. And so I was like, Hmm who is this guy-- and then he turned around O: ZOMGGG>
It was Mac! XD <3 Yayy Mac hahahah SO I squeezed past this table thingymobob that sections off the counter and went to tackle him ^_^ Mou~ He said I look different-- peopleee do I look different? TwT; I dont know D: I think it's the hair ahha xP Nyah! BUt it made me really happy! XD He was such a dork after-- I asked for his necklace and he gave it to me. But he was like "I was joking, can i have it back" XD Hahaha. I just went to class for a bit and he waited xD So i felt bad and gave it back :] he made my day though~ XD
Other htan mac, someone else visited too! Kirby! ^__^ Hehe, he graduated last year O: ahead of everyone else. that smart bumbum <3 He also had cancer in his knee last year too. I'm not sure if he still has it but he looks healthy now ^_^ hehe. So it was awesome having two people visit :]
Let's seeee after that was just spacing out and smacking Henry in art XD Hehe! I'll write more indepth thoughts I've been having ltaer on xP kekee. Gonna go do stuff now byee!
`takashima ; yuu
-edit~
Just finished something ^_^ <3
Happy Birthday Emiliez :3 <3
Hmmm everything isn't put back yet -_-; bleh I'm still missing some of my clothes and stuff =/ I cant find my eyeliner D: booooo! TwT; nyah~ school was so hard O_O I was snappy snappy. My A- in APUSH went back to a B+ D: Stupid ass essay D< *Shakes fist* I should've picked the second prompt *sigh* >_<. Speaking about essays-- I have one for AP Comp that's due monday-- and an in-class one on Thurs =/ School is so stressful. I guess there was one main highlight of the day. Lunch made me really happy~
So after I ate in the main building, i skipped over to the Student Center area, where there's like two places to buy food (a counter with pizza, and some other stuff and across from that was the salad bar, i work at the counter place xD). I was like dazing off an I saw this guy in a red shirt, jeans and fob hair. I notice basically all the fobs at my school by their hair and know like-- all the hair LOL i'm ewird. yes i know AHHA. But yeah O_O I was like "Heyy that one doesnt look familiar..". The guy was at hte salad bar fyi xD hahaha. And so I was like, Hmm who is this guy-- and then he turned around O: ZOMGGG>
It was Mac! XD <3 Yayy Mac hahahah SO I squeezed past this table thingymobob that sections off the counter and went to tackle him ^_^ Mou~ He said I look different-- peopleee do I look different? TwT; I dont know D: I think it's the hair ahha xP Nyah! BUt it made me really happy! XD He was such a dork after-- I asked for his necklace and he gave it to me. But he was like "I was joking, can i have it back" XD Hahaha. I just went to class for a bit and he waited xD So i felt bad and gave it back :] he made my day though~ XD
Other htan mac, someone else visited too! Kirby! ^__^ Hehe, he graduated last year O: ahead of everyone else. that smart bumbum <3 He also had cancer in his knee last year too. I'm not sure if he still has it but he looks healthy now ^_^ hehe. So it was awesome having two people visit :]
Let's seeee after that was just spacing out and smacking Henry in art XD Hehe! I'll write more indepth thoughts I've been having ltaer on xP kekee. Gonna go do stuff now byee!
`takashima ; yuu
-edit~
Just finished something ^_^ <3
Happy Birthday Emiliez :3 <3
2007年9月25日火曜日
t h o u g h t ;
"Don't Regret Things That Once Made You Smile"
I read that off my friend's tote bag-- and it really made me think. Sometimes you say-- that you wish you never did this or that but you realize that while you were doing whatever it was, you were most likely smiling- were you not? I have no clue. But after all those times i say "I regret meeting you" or anything like that-- what about all the good times? Do the bad things overpower the good ones? Hmmm something to think about when I'm in class huh? Well off to drink more water and wake up~ Still tired ke xP
`takashima; yuu
I read that off my friend's tote bag-- and it really made me think. Sometimes you say-- that you wish you never did this or that but you realize that while you were doing whatever it was, you were most likely smiling- were you not? I have no clue. But after all those times i say "I regret meeting you" or anything like that-- what about all the good times? Do the bad things overpower the good ones? Hmmm something to think about when I'm in class huh? Well off to drink more water and wake up~ Still tired ke xP
`takashima; yuu
2007年9月22日土曜日
fam bam <3
Watching Azumi~ But also gonna update this :]
Today we went to Santa Ana~ I met up with umma too!
Kaka but no pictures of us together =/
cuz i looked like poooooo :3 hehe!
Here's a picture of lil baby~~
he's about 4 months old so cute~
I dont know his name >_<
you know in viet we just call him "baby"
liek umm "em be" XD ha
Lil fam bam picture-- LIL xD
Just me, alexander [thank god he's okay], Jack and the baby~
When we got to Phuc Loc Tho in Santa Ana
we took piccus too~ Because they were tourists? XD
My cousins & auntie that is.
Here's daddy with alexander <3
he's grown on me XD
Anyways, when we went in -- i seperated XD
And then met with umma :3 no pics~
but we did see interesting things O_O
Those things i took pictures of-- or well
a few of them ^^;~
Gao Rangers anyone? Loll
There WAS another shirt that had Power Rangers on it..
but you know what it said?
"SUPER MAN" LMAO XD
Yup Yup-- Monokuroboo has turned into.
Zhuguli pig? Lol iono =/ it's weird XD
There was also Hello Kitty turned into
Hello Chica =/ i have no clueeeeee
we have weird systems of ripping off things XD
On the way home I was camwhoring =/
I took my bro's hat for a bit-- even though he gave it to alex XD
because alex didnt want to wear it =/
he was hot or something xP~
SO i camwhored with it :3
Absolutely no makeup =/ blehh icky face huh ? XD
Skies were very cloudy- raining on & off >_<
Drooly baby~ XD and
Alexander <3
>__<~ He left for LAX with my dad, mom and aunties & cousins
Alexander and my Cousin are going back to AUS tonight
Just home with jack~ already said bye to them TwT;
And damn Azumi is such a sad movie TwT;;
Here's just two more pics before Alexander left
So hard to get him to smile xD
So cute with his cousin huh? :3
and jack & alexander <3 just before they left Alright-- there's more pics but i was too lazy to upload :3 So <3 thanks for reading!
`takashima ; yuu
Today we went to Santa Ana~ I met up with umma too!
Kaka but no pictures of us together =/
cuz i looked like poooooo :3 hehe!
Here's a picture of lil baby~~
he's about 4 months old so cute~
I dont know his name >_<
you know in viet we just call him "baby"
liek umm "em be" XD ha
Lil fam bam picture-- LIL xD
Just me, alexander [thank god he's okay], Jack and the baby~
When we got to Phuc Loc Tho in Santa Ana
we took piccus too~ Because they were tourists? XD
My cousins & auntie that is.
Here's daddy with alexander <3
he's grown on me XD
Anyways, when we went in -- i seperated XD
And then met with umma :3 no pics~
but we did see interesting things O_O
Those things i took pictures of-- or well
a few of them ^^;~
Gao Rangers anyone? Loll
There WAS another shirt that had Power Rangers on it..
but you know what it said?
"SUPER MAN" LMAO XD
Yup Yup-- Monokuroboo has turned into.
Zhuguli pig? Lol iono =/ it's weird XD
There was also Hello Kitty turned into
Hello Chica =/ i have no clueeeeee
we have weird systems of ripping off things XD
On the way home I was camwhoring =/
I took my bro's hat for a bit-- even though he gave it to alex XD
because alex didnt want to wear it =/
he was hot or something xP~
SO i camwhored with it :3
Absolutely no makeup =/ blehh icky face huh ? XD
Skies were very cloudy- raining on & off >_<
Drooly baby~ XD and
Alexander <3
>__<~ He left for LAX with my dad, mom and aunties & cousins
Alexander and my Cousin are going back to AUS tonight
Just home with jack~ already said bye to them TwT;
And damn Azumi is such a sad movie TwT;;
Here's just two more pics before Alexander left
So hard to get him to smile xD
So cute with his cousin huh? :3
and jack & alexander <3 just before they left Alright-- there's more pics but i was too lazy to upload :3 So <3 thanks for reading!
`takashima ; yuu
2007年9月15日土曜日
r e m i n i s c e *
I'm really happy today ^______^~ Why? I called Rennie unni and it went through! Kakaka xD So we talked for about an hour or so-- then her phone was like dying xD Babo unni~ I really missed her :]
We talked about what we were up to lately-- 3AP classes each! Haha we're both dying! Reminds me, I need to do my homework soon ^^;~ Maybe in a bit :] thank god relatives are out at Sea World right now haha. I didn't go since, well I slept late and I dont like Sea World if I go with family =/ I"m weird like that. I only like going places with friends xD So I dont have much of a family bond. I think the only person I could bond with in my family is my brother ^^;~
Anyways, back to Rennie-- she was asking me about that stupid Roach! Rawrr I hate him! Haha That's basically all I could say! But she was like, "I swear he would've asked you out by now." and blah blah. But really, how would that work?! He's all the way in KOREA. That stupid brat =/ Even unni said he cant even sing, I wonder how he's a SM Trainee. We say that he's just going to get minimal lines or be the person who sings the random english/speaking parts xD. Rennie reassured me that his english was quite good-- although we both belive it would be deteriorating lke his brother's ._.;; poor boy. ha~
She asked a lot about what had been going on, since school only started, we kind of just talked about that. However, Summer = Lots of Roach drama haha. She didn't say much about where she was, but soon enough me and Rennie will catch up soon on HER behalf xD. Rennie told me bunchies about the Roach though =/ I really wonder why. She hasn't talked to him lately either-- so we both kind of dont know what to do about him xD. Unni wants me to email him! Rawr are you kidding me Rennie?! I've made enough effort towards that dumbo, it's his turn now xD .
Yeahhhhhhhhh. Then we talked about how we first met him and how his friend who talked to me like ONCEEEE got him jealous? Loll i dont know =/ I think Rennie is messing with me xD But I love her anyways <3>
Why would he be jealous with me =/ mou he's a dumbo~ My friend Nuri was all like, when he went to Korea, "Yeah there's a lot of pretty girls there..." Oh so supportive huh!? LOL! But Rennie was like, "Well there's no average-- theere's either REALLY PRETTY or REALLY UGLY-- so I think you have a chance." Not if i'm like a ruler or more shorter than him XD lol~ Apparently he really likes milk =/ what a weird Roach.
MMMmmm I'm really glad I talked to Rennie again today, it made me really really happy~ She said she'd call me back again tomorrow now that she has my new number :]] so I hope to hear from her again soon~ And tht was my day =D Heh, I am going to either write my fanfic [becuase Ummanie wants to] or do my homework right now xD I'll update tomorrow :] mou~
`takashima ; yuu
Oh Yeah,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYU - CHAN ♡
We talked about what we were up to lately-- 3AP classes each! Haha we're both dying! Reminds me, I need to do my homework soon ^^;~ Maybe in a bit :] thank god relatives are out at Sea World right now haha. I didn't go since, well I slept late and I dont like Sea World if I go with family =/ I"m weird like that. I only like going places with friends xD So I dont have much of a family bond. I think the only person I could bond with in my family is my brother ^^;~
Anyways, back to Rennie-- she was asking me about that stupid Roach! Rawrr I hate him! Haha That's basically all I could say! But she was like, "I swear he would've asked you out by now." and blah blah. But really, how would that work?! He's all the way in KOREA. That stupid brat =/ Even unni said he cant even sing, I wonder how he's a SM Trainee. We say that he's just going to get minimal lines or be the person who sings the random english/speaking parts xD. Rennie reassured me that his english was quite good-- although we both belive it would be deteriorating lke his brother's ._.;; poor boy. ha~
She asked a lot about what had been going on, since school only started, we kind of just talked about that. However, Summer = Lots of Roach drama haha. She didn't say much about where she was, but soon enough me and Rennie will catch up soon on HER behalf xD. Rennie told me bunchies about the Roach though =/ I really wonder why. She hasn't talked to him lately either-- so we both kind of dont know what to do about him xD. Unni wants me to email him! Rawr are you kidding me Rennie?! I've made enough effort towards that dumbo, it's his turn now xD .
Yeahhhhhhhhh. Then we talked about how we first met him and how his friend who talked to me like ONCEEEE got him jealous? Loll i dont know =/ I think Rennie is messing with me xD But I love her anyways <3>
Why would he be jealous with me =/ mou he's a dumbo~ My friend Nuri was all like, when he went to Korea, "Yeah there's a lot of pretty girls there..." Oh so supportive huh!? LOL! But Rennie was like, "Well there's no average-- theere's either REALLY PRETTY or REALLY UGLY-- so I think you have a chance." Not if i'm like a ruler or more shorter than him XD lol~ Apparently he really likes milk =/ what a weird Roach.
MMMmmm I'm really glad I talked to Rennie again today, it made me really really happy~ She said she'd call me back again tomorrow now that she has my new number :]] so I hope to hear from her again soon~ And tht was my day =D Heh, I am going to either write my fanfic [becuase Ummanie wants to] or do my homework right now xD I'll update tomorrow :] mou~
`takashima ; yuu
Oh Yeah,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYU - CHAN ♡
2007年9月14日金曜日
f r i d a y ; w e e k -- two? *
Day-- something over 7 of school lol.
Wow, hmm well today was quite... interesting? I haven't been eating much lately =/ just no appetite. I had a banana for breakfast XD and ate some graham crackers in Physics class. Fell asleep in Callahan's class [APUSH] So hard to stay awake in there, I found out i got a 10/16 on my first quiz =/ ouuuu. Bad me huh? Lol, I hope my grade is still okay =/ I'll go check it in a few minutes. I forgot my pencil case and calculator at home =__=; so Cyn lent me hers. What else-- oh yeah I got crow lady [Mrs. McCrea] for a sub in AP Comp -0- ugh she's such a bitch. Wouldn't let us eat >__> But me and my group were sneaking cheerios xD teehees thanks to ryan xD.
Let's seee-- well AB Calc BC was in the computer lab -- oddly we had to like copy down notes from this weird site. Teacher is so weird -_______- she's been gone for the entire week so we've had a lazy sub who doesnt know math xD lol. HMmm after that was L U N C H -- something weird happened here LOL.
So lunch, serving stupid freshman and what not for a while. I was like the last window open? Until Leach [boss lady xD] said that we were supposed to be open until 20 after =0=; So i was like just standing there playing with my pencil and my HOT KOREAN CRUSH [lmaooo!] walked by with his like, fob freshman friend and were about to go to my friend's window [beside me] but stopped by mine because I waved LOL.
So he was likee, "what do you have here?" And so i told him and what nott, but he was likee, "Can we see what they are?" SO I had to go and walk to the fridge which is a bit behind us and grab the sandwiches that we had left and what not. Then he like smiled and his friend paid for the.. Tuna sandwich and they left. Haha so i was like All smiley becuase he's so cute :x and he went to my window =D yay me :x haha
SO after that it was twenty after so I closed my window. Then my friend [Frances~ XD] was likee "OMGG you are so lucky! They were so checking you out." I was lke, "Wtf are you on? Really?" and she was like "YEAH! When you went to get the sandwiches they were like looking at you, peeping their head through the window and stuff! And when you turned around they like turned around too and started talking in koeran."
BY this point i was like speechless LOL. But I am really pessimistic so i was like, "Nah, they were probably calling me weird =D Loll." But she was like , "no they were so checking you out!"
And yeah that was basicaly my day highlight haha. Oh along with my co-worker at the breakfast line saying "white or yellow milk?" Instead of "white or chocolate" lol.
Spanish class was boring as always, Amy hates the class so much ahha It makes me laugh. I got a 19/20. Pretty good I guess. What made me laugh at lunch also was how Jason said that on his quiz, the clue was "to help" so in his mind he was all like "Oh yeah this is ayudar!" guess what he wrote down...
"TO HELP"
LMAO :] Har. Anywaysss art was simple-- Drawing cherry blossoms, gonna try to finish sketching and then maybe start the water color painting soon :] hopefully haha. Well I gotta go =/ because the stupid nephew is making weird sounds and calling me >__> damn brat .
`takashima; yuu
Wow, hmm well today was quite... interesting? I haven't been eating much lately =/ just no appetite. I had a banana for breakfast XD and ate some graham crackers in Physics class. Fell asleep in Callahan's class [APUSH] So hard to stay awake in there, I found out i got a 10/16 on my first quiz =/ ouuuu. Bad me huh? Lol, I hope my grade is still okay =/ I'll go check it in a few minutes. I forgot my pencil case and calculator at home =__=; so Cyn lent me hers. What else-- oh yeah I got crow lady [Mrs. McCrea] for a sub in AP Comp -0- ugh she's such a bitch. Wouldn't let us eat >__> But me and my group were sneaking cheerios xD teehees thanks to ryan xD.
Let's seee-- well AB Calc BC was in the computer lab -- oddly we had to like copy down notes from this weird site. Teacher is so weird -_______- she's been gone for the entire week so we've had a lazy sub who doesnt know math xD lol. HMmm after that was L U N C H -- something weird happened here LOL.
So lunch, serving stupid freshman and what not for a while. I was like the last window open? Until Leach [boss lady xD] said that we were supposed to be open until 20 after =0=; So i was like just standing there playing with my pencil and my HOT KOREAN CRUSH [lmaooo!] walked by with his like, fob freshman friend and were about to go to my friend's window [beside me] but stopped by mine because I waved LOL.
So he was likee, "what do you have here?" And so i told him and what nott, but he was likee, "Can we see what they are?" SO I had to go and walk to the fridge which is a bit behind us and grab the sandwiches that we had left and what not. Then he like smiled and his friend paid for the.. Tuna sandwich and they left. Haha so i was like All smiley becuase he's so cute :x and he went to my window =D yay me :x haha
SO after that it was twenty after so I closed my window. Then my friend [Frances~ XD] was likee "OMGG you are so lucky! They were so checking you out." I was lke, "Wtf are you on? Really?" and she was like "YEAH! When you went to get the sandwiches they were like looking at you, peeping their head through the window and stuff! And when you turned around they like turned around too and started talking in koeran."
BY this point i was like speechless LOL. But I am really pessimistic so i was like, "Nah, they were probably calling me weird =D Loll." But she was like , "no they were so checking you out!"
And yeah that was basicaly my day highlight haha. Oh along with my co-worker at the breakfast line saying "white or yellow milk?" Instead of "white or chocolate" lol.
Spanish class was boring as always, Amy hates the class so much ahha It makes me laugh. I got a 19/20. Pretty good I guess. What made me laugh at lunch also was how Jason said that on his quiz, the clue was "to help" so in his mind he was all like "Oh yeah this is ayudar!" guess what he wrote down...
"TO HELP"
LMAO :] Har. Anywaysss art was simple-- Drawing cherry blossoms, gonna try to finish sketching and then maybe start the water color painting soon :] hopefully haha. Well I gotta go =/ because the stupid nephew is making weird sounds and calling me >__> damn brat .
`takashima; yuu
2007年9月13日木曜日
o p e n i n g *
Well, My computer is stupid and somehow blogger is all Korean. Who wants to help make it all english? Lol ._. Anyways, I felt like I needed a blog =D I can't even remember what I was going to write about...
Hmm, oh yeah, Life is very... roller-coaster-ey lately. Mmmhmm, from a tip off from [anonymous] , that person told me that my crush of freshman year misses me and has changed a lot-- I want to see him... I haven't seen him in a long while-- I wonder what he looks like now o_o;
Being single for Junior year is-- actually quite hard . Pamela kinda wants me to go to sadies lmao. I dont know who to ask. There's this one guy I like but-- I have no chance with him; He's just fun to look at LOL :x haha, anywaysss. Yeah, I guess I feel a bit lonely without a guy at SCHOOL. Other than that, I hate clingy guys-- so I'm afraid of relationships yet, I feel incomplete without one. Man I have issues.
Relatives are over this week-- my two year old nephew keeps on staring/glaring at me o_o I dont know why TwT; BUt yeah He gets annoying =0= mou I dont like him ha.
I think I'll write more later-- My computer is lagging.
Blehss, be back soon-- Hopefully
`takashima yuu.
Hmm, oh yeah, Life is very... roller-coaster-ey lately. Mmmhmm, from a tip off from [anonymous] , that person told me that my crush of freshman year misses me and has changed a lot-- I want to see him... I haven't seen him in a long while-- I wonder what he looks like now o_o;
Being single for Junior year is-- actually quite hard . Pamela kinda wants me to go to sadies lmao. I dont know who to ask. There's this one guy I like but-- I have no chance with him; He's just fun to look at LOL :x haha, anywaysss. Yeah, I guess I feel a bit lonely without a guy at SCHOOL. Other than that, I hate clingy guys-- so I'm afraid of relationships yet, I feel incomplete without one. Man I have issues.
Relatives are over this week-- my two year old nephew keeps on staring/glaring at me o_o I dont know why TwT; BUt yeah He gets annoying =0= mou I dont like him ha.
I think I'll write more later-- My computer is lagging.
Blehss, be back soon-- Hopefully
`takashima yuu.
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