SUPER RANT!

Okay, week one back from spring break is over. I have been slacking off so much this week trying to get back into my studious mode haha. By this weekend, I'll be back on track; I hope lol~ Hmm, what's going on lately? Well tomorrow I have a friend's semi-formal birthday party to go to (: I couldn't get her a large gift... but it's a cute top and I hope she likes it >_O and hopefully she doesn't have it already haha @__@;~ I have a cute yellow dress and such to wear (: I'm excited! I haven't dressed up in a while. For sure, I will have photos tomorrow night or Sunday morning for you all (PST time I mean xD And by morning = about 2 hours after I wake up? haha~)

Anyways, what went on this week. Let me tell you-- DRAMA! Prom season has officially started, as my school's prom tickets are now on sale. I asked my friend from Troy with tennis balls on a fence that spelled out PROM? And then tehre was a heart...that was totally not my fault at all. Haha, Peter, Henry, Jason and Lloyd helped me out with that (: But yah he said yes and I'm pretty excited for it.

However, for the past few weeks ; about two weeks or so? Jason, Peter and I were searching frantically for a date for my best friend. It was really hard, because well 1, she's damn tall and there's not that many tall guys, and 2 we had to find someone who would be comfortable in our group. When I told her that the guy we settled on as her date was David, one of my good oppas who is a good friend of mine and the majority of those in the group, she started freaking out.

Her exact words? "DAVID? EWWWWWW BUt he's a PERVERT. I dont want to go with a PERVERT and like.. he's...kinda fat too. I dont wanna go with a pervert!"

I'm just like, What the fuck-- you are NOT in the position to be CHOOSY about this. And hello? YOu just DISSED A FRIEND OF MINE. You only thought he was a pervert because you don't know him at all. You know of him, and his funny side ; which duh-- guys being funny always has sexual innuendos and such, they're guys-- they're naturally perverted like that. What she said to me about David is like, if I were a guy and if someone asked me to go to prom with her, it'd be something like "ANGELA? EW HER? SHe's so ANNOYING though and she's kinda MANLY looking and like EW no i dont want to go with her!"

But no, I kept it to myself. I'm more mature than that, I'm nice. Anyways, continuing-- she freaking opens her mouth and says the stpuidest thing I ever heard, but to her it was GENIUS. Oh , FYI, this was all happening in AP Chemistry class. "I just had a freaking light bulb moment! ANDREW do you want to go to prom with me?!"

So, after 2 weeks of busting my ass of trying to think of a date for her, she disses the person we had to agree to go with her and such already, and asks the FIRST GUY IN HER FACE-- literally ;and ANDREW? Does that ring a bell? Yeah, that's the SOPHOMORE that I went out in the fall. like WHAT THE HELL. Doesnt this break some best friend rule ? I don't like him-- for sure I can tell you that, but it's still what the hell. Any ex boyfriend who broke up with me on bad terms is hated by the majority of my friends. But Angela, can never ever understand that. She never even understood the break up! She said I WAS UNREASONABLE for being pissed because HE BROKE UP WITH ME on AIM for ANOTHER GIRL. That's right, you read it. Bullshit isn't it?

AND if she wanted to ask him she should've done so EARLIER, he sits RIGHT ACROSS FROM HER IN CHEM AND WE TALK ABOUT PROM EVERY OTHER DAY. ALSO, the fact that she called it a "light bolt moment/genius idea" offended me insanely. It wasn't smart at all. I wanted to smack her so hard that she'd maybe GET how it's a BAD IDEA.

How awkward is that going to be in the limo? And also since Angela is in our group, my oppa Howard doesn't want to be in our group sinc ehe can't stand Angela. I really wanted Howard to go with us too -_- fuckin' shit ya know? And the thing is, she doesn't see how pissed off I am. I ignore her and I don't want to talk to her but all she thinks is, "Why are you so tired and quiet?" not, "What's annoying you" Or "why are you pissed off" -- since normally she can TELL when i'm pissed off, but I guess her brain is so stupid now.

I was talking to Jazzy today because I was still mad, not only over this but over also how immature and spoiled Angela is. She was complaining in Chemistry about hwo she has a math midterm (college course) on Monday and her teacher said he'd pass out a study guide, yet hasn't yet. So she's bitching how she has no time to study due to her tournament and that the class was ruining her plans because her professor is lazy. In this case, if it were high school class, okay it'd suck for her. But it's COLLEGE, the REAL WORLD, and what do you do when it doesnt go your way? SUCK IT UP and fucking DEAL WITH IT. So she's like, "MY PROFESSOR IS SO LAZY UGH I HATE HIM. IT'S RUINING MY PLANS". My friend Beatriz, who sit next to us in Chemistry, said, "Then don't go to your badminton tournament and study." and Angela replied, "I'd rather fail then miss it!"

SO I'm like,"OKAY if you'd rather fail, then FAIL and SHUT UP and STOP COMPLAINING. LIFE DOESNT ALWAYS GO YOUR WAY"
and she was like, "NO. I WANT TO COMPLAIN. COLLEGE COURSES AREN'T SUPOSED TO BE LIKE THIS, I"VE BEEN IN OTHER ONES BEFORE"
I replied, "THEY'RE NOT THE SAME. SUCK IT UP"

SO she just, "PSH, whatever"-ed me and I was like what the fuck I'm going to slap you -_-. But if I did she'd KO me with her manly ass arms in a second.

I also realized that, she really is a user and relies on people and thinks they will always be there for her. I realized I've defended her a lot over the years that I've known her-- and that we're polar opposites. And also, in additoin to this-- she is UNGRATEFUL yet DEPENDENT. I'm DISRESPECTED and i'm so fed up with it.

We talked about cars and how someone wouldn't need one freshman year if dorming on campus. Since, the first year you just have to get to know the surroundings. You don' tknow what's going on much around there-- so you kinda just float around and get to know the places. Yet she was like, "Yeah but if you awnt to go somewhre you ask a friend and ask them to take you." Beatriz and I were like, "Well that's kinda rude, they're not your chauffer." And she was like "But then that means they're---" She paused, and i Know her well enough she was going to say "They're not you're friend" but she paused it and was like "they're not.........nice....then..."

So yes, I am ticked at this "best friend" of mine who I clearly cared about more than she did for me. I'm done-- and even others agree that we can kick her outta hte limo gropu. If this keeps up, that's what's going to happen. She depends on me way too much and when I'm gone-- she's going to die. Should I show her the harshness of the real world already? Or do I wait until she crumbles later in life when something really doesn't go her way? Fuck, I'm so pissed GGGRAWRRRRR.


/end rant